Thursday, March 19, 2009
I feel guilty, FEEL damn bloody guilty for bitching about my friend. I thought H wasn't trustable but now, she is lending me money to buy a cue for him. Damn Nicole, you seriously deserve to be friendless. She even helped me calculate all my crap that I need and help me asked her boyfriend where to buy and stuff. Even so, willing to transfer the money to me despite her bank and mine is different. I feel stupid for not treasuring them sometimes. T also, listened to me, help me calculate all my crap, help me to start my plan for earning money. Perhaps without love, I start to realise that I actually do have friends. Like real friends to be there for me when I needed here. Its crappy, with all his stupid attitude. To think I even thought of buying a cue for him when he don't even bother replying my messages. I owe him this one, just this last one. After this, I owe you nothing. If you still don't know how to appreciate for me after you turned one year older, I'll move on. Thats it, I thought after turning 18 you became more mature, sad to say my dear you're even worse than before with all your piercings and shitzzz. Anyway you ain't going to read this, so yes (say I can say whatever I like, yeah~). Damn, this cue its going to take me alot to pay H. I'm probably going to lose weight. Not bad, kill two birds in one stone. Okay, I'm just kidding. Tomorrow will be the launch of J and my new plan. I know its going to be stupid and its hard to earn all the crap, but I guess if we can try. Wish me luck.
Yay, smelly Arshu will be back in 1 more day!
ACCEPTANCE 3:00 AM
